Another year!!

Everyday as I have said, is a good day. Whatever happens, don't just happen like that, but it happens because of a reason. A reason not known to us, but will be later revealed to us. We may be angry now, but what do we realize later? We learn from mistakes, we pick up from failures as no one's life is perfect and no one gains without failing. So, what is there to be really scared about? When you're sad, cry. When you're angry, let it out. When you're happy, feel the joy. Just pray that the second person will be able to withstand all these. Do not let it stick to you like a chain, do not polish the chain, let it rust and let it fall, and you'll feel awesome after that

Let alone time move, and you flow with it. Don't be scared, and don't be afraid, just think that everyday is a good day, tomorrow a better day and everything will be fine. There will be ups and downs in life, there will be high mountains to climb and deep oceans to swim, but it's OK. It happens most of the time, smile then when you walk into the world.

So, another year of my life has passed. A lot of things have happened, a lot of lessons have been taken in. But every time this day passes me, the same dream or the same thought appears in my mind. And I'll tell you, these thoughts always involves a death of a person... Always, daggers falling on my soul, blades being pulled across the heart, spears piercing through the body, etc. That is why every time this day comes, the moment someone wishes me, the smile puts on only for a while, then the second after that, the hellish thought come back again with sadness covering me and anger rushing me. But you know, after all that I feel really great, like finally I'm starting to feel the groove, my insides dancing.

Well, there's nothing to be done. Only thing to do is let God do what He does in your life, let Him steer the plane, direct the ship. Only He knows what's best, put Him first and you'll never feel left out, for when you are down or feeling that God is not there, He is there waiting for you to call out His name, and He will come.

So relax, close your eyes and listen to yourself for a while, breathe and tell yourself, "I'll be fine from day to day, so long the Lord stays within me, nothing will ever stop me from moving forward. I will feel stepped, I will feel sorrow, I will encounter many dangers, but God will take that away as long I think of Him and Him alone. Let the light fill me, and move my feet to the correct road in my journey of life." If everyone can think like that, I'll tell you. This place will be filled with joy.

Today's the 14th of August, I only wish for God to be with me throughout, nothing else.

26th-28th of June

Arise my blog. And come back from the sleep...
Haha, just a way to say that I'm going to blog today after a long time. Whew, had a long month...

Ok, as the title says, I'll be talking about the 3 days I was in KDU college debating against various schools. So, to start of, I'll first tell you it's a Friday. And today will be my 12th day wearing my school uniform in a row, meaning non-stop. I'll be wearing it again tomorrow for DJ's IU day. See? I love my school so much..... Nevermind.

26th of June, Friday- Sports Day
The day where I'm suppose to have my briefing in KDU college at 1400. Before that, it was Sports Day! The only mistake I did here was that I wore School uniform in the beginning of the day instead of wearing PJ clothes. Had to wake up early, get dressed and be there by 0600..Oh well, I had fun painting the blue house faces for marching though. After all that, I watched the marching and then went to the scout's den to waste time.

Results:-
Overall- Green house 1st, Blue house 2nd, I forgot the 3rd place, sorry.
Marching- Blue house 1st, Green house 2nd, Yellow house 3rd
Decoration- Yellow house 1st, Blue house 2nd, Green house 3rd.
Comments from me: As a blue house member, good work and keep it up. Yeah Blue house!!

It all ended at 1130, but the school said we can only leave at 1230.. or was it 1200. Nevertheless, that didn't matter to me, 'cause I had to stay in school until 1400 anyway. During the wait, I explored a little bit in the school, who would have thought I didn't know about so many locations in the school. I was practically the sole survivor there besides the canteen ladies (rest in peace Old man of the canteen). Hon-Son came at 1330, and the rest came later. For your info, there're 4 people in my team. Kai Leong, Sivesh, Hon-Son and myself. Waited for Pn. Surita to come, then she sent us to our destination. From 1430 to 1800, we were in KDU college. No debates for that day, won't go into detail of what happened. Came back to school, that's it.

27th of June, Saturday- The long day
Arrived school at 0600. The debates starts from now on, there was suppose to be replacement class today for school, so..... hehe. OK, this time Pn. Yee sent us to our destination. These are the results of the debate arranged from the 1st to the 4th. Just a note, it's not a knock out system, the team's with the same amount of wins will challenge each other in the next round, so you should know how it works. There were 2 types of formats we experienced, here are the basic rules, I won't go into details:-

1. Asian Parliamentary Debate.
- 3 speakers on 1 side.
- 7 minutes each speaker.
- Point of information (POI) permitted - Questions or interruptions

2. Ostwald Debate.
- 3 speakers on 1 side.
- 8 minutes each speaker.
- No POI's permitted.

Hon-Son's the 1st speaker, I'm the 2nd speaker, and either Sivesh or Kai Leong is the 3rd. I gave Sivesh the 2nd speaker on the next day for him to try out.

All in all, it was FUN debating, we won 2 matches and lost 2 matches. There was an all girls team we went against, Kai Leong and Sivesh wouldn't stop talking about a 'hot' girl in their team. She speaks in a British accent and also very confidently, but didn't make it to the octo finals. Therefore remember this, do not be scared just because people can speak well, but sometimes no points were found at all, meaning crap. KL got scared by this, but I hope he knows now. Stayed all the way to 1800+, I think.... Maybe it was longer... Oh well, home sweet home.

28th of June, Sunday- The last day
*sigh* Uniform again. This time with a tie. T.T So, we headed straight to KDU college at 0700 this time. I was the first there, so it was still dark. A note to remember, don't go there too early, it's very empty. Anyway, the rest came, the other teams came, the adjudicators came. Our last debate was held, we lost, but we're not sad. Actually, we're probably the most rookie team over there, winning 2 out of 5 preliminary debates wasn't so bad. In addition, the debates we lost were all close debates. Meaning the results were very close. There were the octo finals after that, we didn't watch but we waited instead.

What we did watch were the quarter finals, semi finals and the finals. Wow, they were good, not only confident but to the point as well. There was one sad debate where DJ team 2 vs DJ team 3, and the 1st speakers were siblings- younger bro and older sis. The younger bro won, it was funny. Oh yeah, before I forget, my school only had 1 team. In the end, the finals was not as great as the semi-finals. The champion title goes to erm..... what was the name of the school again.... Oh yeah! It was Bukit Sentosa, 2nd place goes to Catholic High School. Stayed till 0630+, KL's parents sent me home.

And.... That's that. That's basically what happened over the 3 days. It was a fun experience, meeting new people and all. Debating is fun, we all should try.

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Oh man, have to wear school uniform again tomorrow. T_T

P.S. I probably won't be blogging again the next few days or months or years or so. Pictures are with KL and Hon-Son. I didn't bring my camera, so... yeah.

My experience.

I am finally back from my CF camp. It was up in Peace Haven, a nice cold place. It was AWESOME! I don't think they'll be any camp like this. This camp isn't only about having fun and mixing around with one another, this camp is to experience the God's love. To be in his presence once again, finally stepping out of the little dark corner to see Him and feel Him more and more. It is truly a wonderful experience. Many people will be going back different and never the same as before. Those heart-broken will move once again, those burdened will have their burdens lifted. I just can't stop thinking about it.

Well many things have happened. We were broken into groups of 10-13 people, having brands as our names. Mine was Mercedes, even though we lost in the advertising performance, we won in the games! Yeah, but the most important thing about this game group idea is for everyone to have fun, it's not about the winning or losing. When we're all done with the groups, everyone wins. For example, we get to know new friends, we get to participate in events, etc. That's why we have to make sure everyone joins, don't leave anyone out.

When we do mistakes, we don't have to be afraid. God already knows our mistake, so why hide it? No reason hiding it if He already knows. Just face it head on, but of course pray first if something happens.

Something great happened, I'll tell you. On the last day of the camp, I found out that my locker key disappeared and my dorm leader wanted it at that time. I told him I'll check the hall and the P.A. room. I couldn't find. Then I burst into prayer while searching, so suddenly when I was at the stairs, a fragment of some memories came, I saw the outside of the building. I remembered that the night before that, I was lying down on the ground during candlelight (an event where everyone goes out and sing and praise God, also there were a lot of stars that night). I quickly ran to that spot, and what did I see???? MY KEYS! wow, praise the Lord.

You see, prayer can really make a lot of difference. So, pray more, pray in His name. Amen.

Time sure flies..

I remember the last time I posted something in this blog, I think it was around February. Wait, what am I talking about? We can see the date of when it was added... Anyway, what I want to say is Time really does fly. I know I've posted this over and over again, but this will be a good reminder. hehe... The times are really getting tougher now, but all we have to remember is that "When the going gets tough, the tough get going", right?

We don't have much time either... All we can do is to sail forward (How I wish there was a backward) and to keep looking straight. Who knows what might happen? All we need to do is sort things out with the time we have and move along. Now, I know there will be complaints like he has tuition, this and that, this and that. Even though we have just little bit time, it's still possible to make it out to where we want to go. It's not impossible like what's written on the top of this blog.

Remember that when you fall, you haven't failed just yet. Only those who can't get up anymore are real failures. So, don't just give up and throw you life away. Sit up straight, close your eyes and think, mentally take one step backwards and see what you really need to do beforehand. Once that's done, you have to put effort. "Actions speak louder than words", don't just think, do.

Moving forward is really the only choice we have now. This is just how life is probably meant to be.. Well then, let us all move forward, what's done is done, forget the past (except for homework and stuff), look straight on...

I posted this because a lot of people have been asking me on many things related about the past, I can't do much to help, everything falls into your hands. Use the freedom that God has given us wisely, and I am sure we will live a great (better than good) life.

Oh yes, one more note.
To Timothy:
I don't want to do your tag. :P Sorry, just don't feel like doing it.
Bye

...

Hi again everyone, a lot of people around me have been buzzing me to donate some blood to this blog. It is February now, it's been 2 months since the last time I've blogged.

I will make this short and simple, unlike Yew Leung's blog, which is always long and complicated. Anyway, I wanted to link more blogs, but I had to do something else. I know I am blogging now, which will probably make you wonder why I don't have the time. It's because I now only have time to do this simple and short post.

Ok then, that's it. bye all, don't waste precious time now. Every second counts as you read this post. :)

Another gathering..

Another day has passed, leaving some trails of memories behind which we can use to trace what happened. Time does fly, no doubt about it.....

Today, I went to 1 Utama (1U in short) for a gathering with my ex-classmates from Puay Chai. Some has grown taller, some has grown fatter, some were still the same. What can I say about myself? That answer can only be answered by another person. There were about 11 or 12 people there, most of them are from Catholic High School, but there were 3 amongst them I do not know.

What did we do? First, the earlier ones including myself went to the arcade. Didn't play anything except for one game with my friend, and the rest were just merely spectating. Not long after that, the rest came. Surprised and shocked, but not funny... We watched a movie called.. "The Spirit".. It was a show with probably just fighting and no storyline behind it, overall.. quite a bad show. If I were to rate it, I'll give it 3/10. Don't watch it, you'll regret it. After all that, we went to our seperate ways. I just took a stroll around 1U, didn't like standing around anyway.

All in all, it was a good day. Getting the chance to catch up with ex-classmates. Alright now, that's it..

Good luck to all PMR students, there's only 3 days left. I'll pray hard for everyone's success. Remember to relax, don't stress yourself out. Bye.

25th of December!

25th of December, what a wonderful day... An event that everyone really loves, CHRISTMAS!! YES! CHRISTMAS!!! A fantastic time, an Awesome time, a Brilliant time.. of the year, think of all the things you'll get. Like presents, gifts... But most of all, LOVE!! Extravagant love! AGAPE! Love ! All of the........

Ok.. that should be enough. Anyway, it's 12.00 a.m. sharp. Wishing everybody Merry Christmas while you receiving it at the same time. It's fun, it's really fun. All of you should get used to it. Just like my brother, he's spamming in everyone's blog right now... hehe.... (If my brother sees this, which he will anyway, I'm probably going to get a piece of his Min... Nevermind).

Anyway, I know I should be resting and all... But somehow, I just have some things to finish up before school starts again. So, this is good bye.

Have a good Christmas everyone, and also a terrific New Year!

Oh, before I forget. To all the Form 3's, Good luck!! PMR results are coming out on the 30th of Dec, so relax and let God take care of it. ;)